If I Was Your Woman: A BBW Camden Love Story by Mz. Toni & Crystal Collier

Author:Mz. Toni & Crystal Collier
Language: eng
Format: mobi, epub
Tags: Romance, Urban, United States, African American, Genre Fiction, Literature & Fiction
Publisher: Write House Publishing/TIECE Presents
Published: 2015-09-02T04:00:00+00:00

Chapter 14

(Cammy)

Today is my besties birthday and I want to turn up with her, but I can't because I'm pregnant. I still haven't told Mark yet, not because I'm scared, I'm not ready. Things have been going really good with us and he really wants a baby, hell every time we have sex that’s all he talks about afterwards. I guess I'm just a little nervous because I don't want him to hurt me again especially now that I'm going to have his baby. I can't just cut ties with him if he fucks up; I'll be forever connected to him for the rest of our lives, now that scares the shit out of me. Lately I'd been thinking about when we first got together and the incident leading to our breakup. That shit was fucking with me heavy. I remember it as if it was yesterday. I really hate how much I love him! I try so hard to hate him and on the outside I think I do a pretty good job at pretending, but I can't help how I feel, I am head over heels about Mark, but I can't forgive him for shitting on me. Not everybody knows that my father left me and my mom for some young bitch, didn’t come visit me, no phone calls, nothing, he just sent money once a month. I told Mark all of this, he knew my fears, my dreams I shared my whole life with Mark so for him to turn around and do the shit he did really fucked me up. Yeah Mark is a major dope boy, yeah he came up, whoopdee fucking doo, I didn't care about none of that shit, I was here before all that. I was dating this nigga when his hustle was standing in front of Save-A-Lot on Mt. Ephraim ave. loading groceries for tips. I was there bringing him hot chocolate and the food my fucking mom cooked when he was selling a bundle up top in the freezing cold. I was his rider; I had his back and fucking front through all of that. I didn't care that he ain’t have money I saw the love and hunger to survive in his eyes so I was gonna ride with my man until the wheels fell off. Even at 15, I knew a good man when I saw one. We were together two years before everything changed.

He linked up with his cousin Kasan who was moving major weight in New York. Once Kasan started selling weight in Camden, he quickly made a name for himself. He was the nigga to see, he had that pure white for dirt cheap. Once he expanded to Atlantic City, Mt. Holly and Vineland, he made Mark his second in command. With that job came a lot of problems, the money was piling in and he was doing it way big. I mean he was 18, fine as hell, with a 2013 Camaro decked out in the latest shit.

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